You either believe and trust that the Holy Bible is the true and only Word of God or you don't.
You either believe and trust that Jesus is the only begotten Son of God and that he died on the cross for our sins and rose from the grave on the third day to give us eternal life or you don't.
There is no middle ground with God. It's either one or the other. Your decision determines your eternal destiny.
God will have the final word in everything, so if you want to continue to deny him and fight against him in your heart and your life, go ahead and waste all your energy if you wish.
Richard W. Burridge